"One of them was that possibly
this man has killed according to his past life and his background.
When he was young, his mother died. And when he heard that his
mother had died, he said, "Shit! That woman will not leave me even
while dying! It is Sunday, and I have booked tickets for the
theater with my girlfriend. But I knew she would do something to
destroy my whole day – and she has destroyed
it."
"His mother has died and he is saying that she has destroyed
his Sunday! He was going to the theater with his girlfriend, and
now he has to go to the funeral. And the people who heard his
reaction were shocked. They said, "This is not right, what are you
saying?"
"He said, "What? What is right and what is wrong? Couldn't
she die on any other day? There are seven days in the week
– from Monday to Saturday, she could have died any day. But
you don't know my mother – I know her. She is a bitch! She did
it on purpose."
"The second evidence was that he attended the funeral, and
in the evening he was found dancing with his girlfriend in a disco.
And somebody asked, "What! What are you doing? Your mother has just
died."
"He said, "So what? Do you mean now I can never dance again?
My mother is never going to be alive, she will remain dead; so what
does it matter whether I dance after six hours, eight hours, eight
months, eight years? What does it matter? – she is dead. And I
have to dance and I have to live and I have to love, in spite of
her death. If everybody stopped living with the death of their
mother, with the death of their father, then there would be no
dance in the world, no song in the
world."
"Sigmund Freud is reported to have said, "I have never come across
a single man who has not thought, at least once in his life, of
committing suicide." But Sigmund Freud is now too old, out of date.
He was talking about psychologically sick people; those were the
people with whom he was coming in contact.
