Chapter 8: Essential Zen
Be silent. Close your eyes. Feel your body to be completely frozen.
Now look inwards with your totality of consciousness, with an urgency as if this is going to be your last moment of life.
Deeper and deeper.
Silence starts deepening. A subtle, undefinable bliss starts arising, a fragrance of udambara tree. You are very close to buddha; just a little more and you are the buddha.
The only quality that buddha has is witnessing. Both the words mean the same: be a witness and you are a buddha.
To make this witnessing clear, more clear,
Relax. The body is there, the mind is there, but you are neither.
You are the witness.
This witness is your only treasure. Everything will be burned on a funeral pyre; only the witness cannot be touched by any fire, by any sword. The witness is your eternity.
The evening was great on its own, but your silence, your peace, your blissfulness have made it a thousand times more beautiful. If you can keep witnessing through the day, twenty-four hours, your whole life will become just an ecstasy.
A man who dies without knowing ecstasy lived in vain, or lived not.
Before Nivedano calls you back, collect as much fragrance as possible to bring with you. You are coming back as a buddha, with the same grace, with the same joy, with the same fulfillment.
Come back silently.
Sit for a few minutes recollecting the experience you have been through, because you have to keep this experience around the clock. A day will come when you will not need to remember it. It will be there whether you look at it or not.
That day comes! - I can say it with absolute authority, because it has come to me; why can it not come to you?
Every human being is a seed of the buddha.
Blessed are those seeds which come to their total flowering.