Chapter 17: The Solitary Lion and His Tremendously Beautiful Roar
As you go deeper, you come across more and more beautiful spaces, more and more luminous spots. They are your treasure.deeper and deeper silences, which are not only the absence of noise, but the presence of a soundless song - musical, alive and dancing.
As you reach to the ultimate point of your being, the center of the cyclone, you have found god; not as a person, but as light, as consciousness, as truth, as beauty - as all that man has been dreaming of for centuries. And those dreamed-of treasures are hidden within himself.
It is not a troublesome, torturous, ascetic practice; it is very pleasant, musical, poetic, and it goes on becoming more and more of a sheer joy. It is not work, it is prayer - the only prayer I know of. To me prayer means: when you have achieved your being, you feel a tremendous gratitude towards existence. That gratitude is the only real, authentic prayer; all other prayers are fake, pseudo, manufactured. This gratitude will arise within you just like a fragrance arising out of roses.
It is good that you are dropping your childish questions about boyfriend, girlfriend, your so-called relationships; you don’t know yourself and you have started relating with another!
It is good that you are asking about meditation. That will not only bring transformation to you, it will also bring transformation to your relationships. It will also bring an authentic overflow of love, and only then will you be able to see that what you used to call love was not love; it was simply lust, biological lust, based on your hormones. Only a meditator knows a love that is not biological, that comes as a spiritual abundance, with a great urge to share - because the more you share it, the more you have it.
A Jewish swami, Goldstein, takes a gorgeous ma out to dinner. They go to the most expensive restaurant in Pune and feast on Italian spaghetti, Japanese sushi and French wine. For dessert they choose German chocolate cake and finish with Brazilian coffee.
When the waiter brings them the bill, Goldstein finds he has left his wallet at home. So he takes out his picture of Osho and hands it to the waiter.
“What is this?” demands the waiter.
“My Mastercard,” replies Goldstein.
Meditation is your Mastercard!