Chapter 9: The Discipline beyond Discipline
A siddhanta is by its very nature paradoxical - it has to be so, because life is paradoxical. If you really have experienced it, then whatsoever you see and say is going to be paradoxical. Life consists of contradictions. We call them contradictions; life does not call them contradictions. They are complementaries. Day and night dance together, life and death dance together, love and hate move hand in hand. We call them contradictions - in life they are not so. Life is big and vast, immense. It comprehends all the contradictions into it; they are complementaries.
When a person has realized, whatsoever he says is going to have the taste of paradox. That’s why all great religious assertions are paradoxical. They may be in the Vedas, in the Upanishads, in the Koran, in the Bible, in the Tao Te Ching. Wherever, whenever you will find truth, you will find it paradoxical - because the truth has to be total; totality is paradoxical.
A doctrine is never paradoxical, a doctrine is tremendously consistent - because a doctrine is not worried about reality. A doctrine is worried about being consistent. It knows no reality. It is a mind game, and the mind is very, very logical. And the mind says don’t allow any contradiction in it. The mind says if you talk about light then don’t talk about darkness because that will be inconsistent. Forget about darkness. The mind tries to prove that life is non-contradictory, because that is the mind’s choice.
Mind is very afraid of contradictions, becomes very shaky when it comes across a contradiction. It insists on its own pattern. Mind is logical, life is not. So if you find something very logical, beware - something must be wrong in it. It must not be part of life, it must be man-made.
Everything God-made is contradictory. That’s why people go on arguing about God. Why, if he loves man so much, then why did he create death? The mind finds it very difficult to accept the idea that God created life and also death. If it was up to you, if you were the maker of the world, if mind was the creator, then you would have never done that.
But think of a life where no death exists. It will be sheer boredom. It will be tedium. Think - if death is impossible, then you will be continuously in hell. If mind had created the world, then there would be only love, no hate. But think of a world where only love exists. Then it will be too sweet - sweet to the point of being nauseous. It will lose all taste, it will lose all color, it will be flat. Love is beautiful because of the possibility of hate.
If mind was to create the world, or Aristotle was asked to create the world, then there would have been only day, no night; only work, no play. Then think what would have happened. God in his compassion never took any advice from Aristotle. And maybe that’s the reason he created man in the very end. First he created other things - otherwise man would start giving advice.