Chapter 28: Meditation: An Unburdening of Repressions
If you are anti you will never be beyond the society, you will always be part of it. If the society dies, you will die. Think of what in the West they now call the establishment - the society that is established - and the alternate societies of hippies, yippies, or others. They exist as a part of this establishment. If the establishment is dissolved, they will be nowhere. They cannot exist by themselves; they are just a reaction.
You cannot create a society of hippies by itself. Hippies can exist only as an alternate society with an establishment - just as a reaction. They cannot exist independently. So howsoever much they may think they are independent, they are not independent. The establishment is their source, their life. Once the establishment is not there, they will be at a loss where to move and what to do. Whatsoever they are doing is dictated by the establishment. They go against it, but the directions, the instructions are given by the establishment.
If the establishment says short hair, you can be long-haired. But if there is no establishment, then what to do? If the establishment says cleanliness, you can be dirty. But if there is no establishment and no fuss about cleanliness, you are nowhere. If the establishment says this, you can do that - quite the reverse - but you follow the establishment.
So anti-socials are not revolutionaries. They are reactionaries, a part and a product of the same society - those who have moved against it in bitterness.
A meditator, a sannyasin, is not anti-society, he is beyond society. He is not against the establishment, neither is he for it - but he takes it non-seriously. He knows it is just a play; he moves in it like an actor. And if you can move in the society like an actor on the stage, it never touches you; you remain beyond it. So do not be for it, do not be against it.
But how can you do it? You can do it only when you have thrown the society out of you. If it is there, then there are two paths open to you: follow it or go against it. But you are bound to it; you are in bondage. First one has to clean oneself of society, then for the first time you become an individual. Right now you are not, you are just a social unit.
When the society is thrown out, when its entire presence is thrown out, you are again back to your childhood: you have become innocent. And this innocence is deeper than that which any child can have, because you know the fall as well and now you have risen. It is a resurrection. You have experienced, you have known the whole nonsense. Now you are again pure. This purity becomes the temple for the divine.
Once you can throw the society out of you, without any bitterness, without going against it or being involved in any reaction. if you can simply throw society out of you, the divine can enter into you.
With society in, the divine will remain out; with society out, the divine can enter - because the divine means existence. Society is a human, local phenomenon. Existence is greater, infinite. It is not concerned with man, morals, traditions, it is concerned with the very roots of being.
One has to be beyond society, not against it, remember. And this chaotic method helps you. It is a catharsis.