Chapter 3: A Feeling of Coming Home
The same is the situation about truth. Truth is the space within you when there is no thought, no feeling, no emotion - when there is utter silence and a light which is eternal, which has no fuel.because all fuels are bound to be exhausted sooner or later.
At the innermost core of your being there is a light which is inexhaustible, which has always been there and will always be there, which is beyond time and beyond space.a deep silence. Not the silence of the graveyard - not a negative silence, not a silence which means absence of noise - but a silence which means a positive, affirmative presence of peace, of coolness, of a soundless music.a light that is eternal and a life that is eternal.
When you find these things in the innermost center of your being.the whole experience of bliss, joy, the feeling of coming home, of finding yourself at last - all this is contained in the simple word truth. You can experience it, but you cannot find any explanation for it. You can find a way to it, you can find a method to reach it, but nobody can tell you beforehand what it is.
Gautam Buddha used to say, “Buddhas only show the way; nobody can walk the way for you. You will have to walk and you will have to find.and those who have found it have all become dumb.” It is almost like giving a dumb man delicious sweets.. It is not that he does not know the taste; he knows. He rejoices, but if you want to ask how it tastes, of course he cannot say anything; he is dumb.
All those who have known truth become dumb about truth. They can tell you how to reach it; they can show you the way. They can take you to the window, to the door, but you have to find it within yourself, following the path alone.the ultimate experience.
Only one thing can be said from the outside:
The man of truth has no fear of death.
The man of truth is never miserable.
The man of truth is never a coward.
The man of truth is constantly in a state of celebration; the man of truth is an eternal dance.
These are the things which can be seen from the outside, but these are just faraway echoes; these are not the truth. These are the faraway echoes in the individuality of the person who has found the truth. These are the reflections - reflections of the stars in the lake. But don’t jump into the lake to find the stars! You will not find anything there. Stars are far away; these are only reflections.
In the personality, in the presence, in the gestures, in the eyes of the man of truth you will find something, if you are not completely closed, completely prejudiced, if you have not already decided for or against.