Chapter 1: Surrender Is Just a Beginning
Osho speaks to members of the Tathata group, the Unconditional Acceptance Seminar, and begins with the leader.
Come here! You have something to say about the group? Then I will start talking to you.
It had a lot more energy than the last group and this made it more intense. I went through a lot, as usual - at certain points feeling like I don’t know what I’m doing.
It has to be remembered that the leader is not, in fact, a manipulator. He should not be. If you manipulate, then it is something from the mind, and that which comes from the mind cannot go deeper than the mind. So the leader has to be open to the beyond.
In the beginning the mind will be there. By and by lose it so you are possessed. That’s the right word - you are possessed. Then you are no longer there. Something greater than you, something bigger than you, has taken possession. Then you do something, but you are not the doer; then something happens, but you are simply a witness to it. Then the leader is lost, and once the leader is lost, the real leader enters in. When the leader is no longer there then you become part of the group. Then those who are being led by you are not separate; no duality exists. Once the leader is possessed, the duality disappears. Then the teacher and the taught are one. The physician and the patient are one. Only then, and only then, healing is possible. And it is not only that you are healing them; you are also being healed through the process.
Until a group becomes an enrichment to the leader also, how can it be enriching to those who are being led? Unless you grow through it, how can you help others to grow? So be possessed. And that is one of the most difficult things, mm? The mind wants to manipulate, control, move on a fixed pattern. You can move on a fixed pattern, but then nothing special will ever happen. People may be helped, they may attain something through it, but the whole thing will remain on the surface and be technological. Love will be missing. And the beyond will not be there. So allow yourself to be possessed.
You can do this: whenever you start the group, close your eyes and allow your whole group to surround you. Let them hold hands and start with silence, just an opening - that the beyond should possess you and you should not in any way be manipulating or controlling others. And you withdraw, and immediately you will see an energy entering, and there will be a tremendous change, an infinite power, inexhaustible. Allow it.