Chapter 5: Piling Up the Zeros of Being
At the top of the mountain man thinks is God, down in the valley are the cares and concerns of human life, all the troubles of love and war. In the valley you go on gathering anxiety, in the valley you go on gathering dust, in the valley, by and by, you become dull and dead. The valley looks like a graveyard. One wants to get out of it. One starts thinking of freedom, moksha, of how to get out of the imprisonment the valley has become - how to get out of attachment, love; how to get out of ambition, violence, war; how to get out of the society, the very society which gives you the opportunity to be worried, in fact forces you towards anxiety and anguish.
One starts thinking, but this is an escape. In fact you are not going to the peak; you are going away from the valley. It is not that the peak has called you. In fact it is the valley which is pushing you. You are still pushed by the valley; and pushed by the valley you can never be free. It is not that you are going on your own. You are being expelled. The valley is creating a situation in which you cannot live there anymore. Life becomes too much. A moment comes to everybody’s life when it becomes too much, the world is too much, and one starts escaping.
Man starts escaping towards the peak. And now comes the most important part of the parable: God, on the other hand, is coming down the mountain. Because, let us say, he is fed up with his purity and aloneness.
Man is fed up with the crowd, with the impurity; God is fed up with his aloneness and purity.
Have you ever watched? You can be happy alone very easily. To be happy with somebody else becomes very difficult. One person can be happy very easily, very cheaply there is no cost to it. Two persons together, it becomes very difficult to be happy. It is easy to be unhappy now - without any cost, very cheaply. And if three persons are together, it is impossible to be happy - at no cost is happiness possible.
Man is fed up with the crowd, nowhere to move, nowhere where you can find a space of your own, always onlookers and onlookers - you are always on the stage, always performing - and the eyes of the crowd watching you. No privacy. By and by, one gets fed up, bored.
But God is also bored. He is alone, pure, but purity itself becomes boring when it remains and remains and remains.
God is coming down towards the valley; his desire is to plunge into the world. Man’s desire is to jump out of the world, and Cod’s desire is to plunge into the world. Man’s desire is to be God, and God’s desire is to be man.
There is a truth of withdrawal and there is a truth of return. Man is always withdrawing and God is always returning. Otherwise the creation would have stopped long ago, if God was not returning continuously. It must be a circle. The Ganges goes on falling into the ocean, and the ocean goes on rising into the clouds and goes on falling on the Himalayas - back to the Ganges, and the Ganges goes on flowing. The Ganges is always withdrawing, and the ocean is always returning. Man always seeking God. God always seeking man this is the whole complete circle. If only man was going towards God and God was not coming, the world would have stopped long ago. It would have stopped anytime because one day all men will return and God will not be coming back the world will disappear.