Chapter 28: Start with Meditation
Your silence goes so deep into my heart that it makes my love unconditional.
Osho, is this what “satsang” is?
There are two ways to look at life. One is the way of the schizophrenic. That has been followed by the crowds around the world down the centuries. It divides things. It is very uneasy without dividing them. And because for thousands of years the teaching has penetrated into every mind it seems to be the only way.
It looks neat and clean divided, but existence does not follow it. It has its own undivided melting, merging into each other without making any demarcations.
I am against the first because it has destroyed so much that the crime is incalculable.
Just the other day one underground sannyasin has been sent by the court in Germany to an insane asylum. And all that she has done was that she was sticking posters around the city saying that Christianity is the greatest crime against humanity. She was caught and brought to the court and the judge said, “It is criminal to hurt people’s feelings.”
The young woman must have been of immense courage. She said, “If truth hurts people’s feelings what are you going to choose? People’s feelings or the truth? Whatever I have written in the posters, I can prove it. And unless you disprove it you have no right to send me to jail.”
It is a truth that Christianity has committed immense crimes, and goes on committing them. And Christianity is not alone in it. Hinduism, Mohammedanism, Jainism, Buddhism - even these soft religions, Jainism and Buddhism - go on committing crimes.
Instead of sending her to jail the judge ordered that she should be put in a mental asylum. To speak the truth is the greatest crime. In fact the judge should have been put into the mental asylum. He has no grounds to refute her, and he cannot say that truth has to be repressed because it hurts some stupid people who are clinging to lies.
But this goes on happening around the world. Not a single protest has been made against the treatment of the young woman; neither has anybody protested against the judge. It has been taken for granted.we have taken for granted so many things which are not so.
The old way, the wrong way, the ugly and the insane way, divides love from silence, divides silence from ecstasy, divides ecstasy from self-realization and so on, so forth. But they are not divisions. It is a simple flow of energy moving into different spaces.
You are asking, “Your silence goes so deep into my heart that it makes my love unconditional.”
To any logician, to any follower of the first path it will look absurd. What has silence to do with unconditional love? They seem to be worlds apart.