The humanoid is a being who is incapable of knowing himself, who has no idea who he is. All his ideas about himself are borrowed; they are given to him by other humanoids. The humanoid is incapable of mobilizing his own intentions; he has no more capacity to will, to be. He is a dependent phenomenon; he has lost his freedom. This in essence is his psychopathology.
And the whole of humanity today is psychopathological. The people who look normal to you are not normal at all. This whole earth has become a great madhouse. But because the whole earth is a madhouse, it is difficult to see. People everywhere are just like you, so you think you are normal and they are normal.
It is very rare that a normal person happens in this world – this world does not allow the normal to happen. Buddha is normal, Jesus is normal, Mohammed is normal. But they look abnormal because they are such a small minority.
The majority is pathological. And this majority is very decisive. It crucifies Jesus, it poisons Socrates, it kills Mansoor.
The humanoid is one who cannot will for himself, who is always looking for authorities, who always needs somebody else to tell him what to do. He is ready to obey: he is never ready to choose. That’s what Pythagoras wants you to do, and all the great masters of the world: choose, will, be a light unto yourself.
The humanoid cannot will for himself because he has never learnt to do so. That’s why you say:
“Right now, here, I could drink you, share in your buddhahood. But I don’t.”
Because you cannot will on your own, you cannot choose on your own. You have become utterly dependent. The humanoid cannot will for himself because he has never been taught to do so. The incapacity to will for oneself is not a genetic trait. It is not in the least an inherited inability; rather, it is an achieved inability.
You were born to see the truth, you were capable. Each child is able to see God, to communicate with existence, to will – but we hinder him. Slowly slowly, all the doors are closed. Slowly slowly, he achieves a kind of inability, a kind of impotence. And then even when he sees the doors of the prison are open, he cannot come out. He clings to the bars.
It is like a parrot who has lived so long in the cage that he has forgotten that he has wings. Leave the door open…he will not come out of it. If you try to bring him out he will cling to the bars.
That’s what is happening to you. This is your achieved inability. Especially, this inability means that the earlier rearing and education of a human being either discouraged or never gave the chance for this active willing to take place.