Then watch the whole day. You will be calmer, because the energy that becomes anger has been thrown out; the energy that becomes poison is thrown out of the system. Do this for at least two weeks, and after one week you will be surprised to find that whatsoever the situation, anger is not coming up. Just give it a try.
And nature is good, get more and more in tune with it. Whenever you are in nature become more like a child. Talk to the trees.
First do this experiment with anger; then next, if you are sitting beside a tree or a plant, just talk loudly, a dialogue. That too will be ridiculous in the beginning(. (Osho arranges for a small pot plant to be put in front of her.)
Have a little dialogue with the plant. Forget everybody. Only this being is here, so whatsoever you feel, talk to it. You can even answer from his side. You just go into it.
You and I are nature, and we are the same. I have seen more beautiful plants(but that’s the way you are.
Now! From his side say something. Just get in tune with him, because he has to answer you.
I think you have much to learn(but I hope it will come one day.
Right, very good. And he answered you well! He answered you well. That’s exactly what he wanted to say. And the thing that you have to learn is not to compare. That’s what he wanted to say – that you don’t say, “I have seen more beautiful plants than you,” because that is hurtful.
And comparison is meaningless because everything is unique. Comparison is of the mind: when the thought enters and the feeling is lost. That’s what the plant told you immediately, and it told you through your unconscious because your unconscious can also feel it – that you have brought comparison in, and it is ugly.
You have to accept everything.
Yes. Not only accept, you have to love.
There I have difficulty. You see, you said in the morning discourse to love God, but I think God is so extremely above me that I couldn’t feel like loving. It is just like a symphony of Bach: there is no love in it(but it is purity.
I understand, and your question is relevant.