So do not plan, just go on. You do not plan your breathing, you just go on breathing! Let it come to you easily. All that comes easily becomes divine and nothing that comes with effort can be divine. The divine comes effortlessly. It is, in fact, coming all the time. Let it come. Just let go of yourself and see. Things will begin to move. You will find yourself in the midst of movement, but there will be no anxiety, then there will not be any trouble created for the mind. If something happens, it is all right. If nothing happens, then too it is all right. Everything is all right with a mind that does not plan, that accepts life as it is. Only then can meditation happen, otherwise not.
Meditation is not a business. It should not be made a business. If it is, you will not be able to help others toward meditation, much less yourself. Rather, you will be suicidal to your own meditation because it will be a burden to you.
If meditation has come to you, if something has flowered in you, the perfume will spread. It will work in its own way. Something has happened to you. You are calm and at ease, tranquility has been achieved. That will do the work; you will not have to work. What has happened to you will draw people to you. They will come by themselves, they will ask about what has happened to you.
Let others plan. You, just go and meditate. Things will begin to happen, they must happen. Only then do they have a beauty of their own, otherwise not.
Business is always tiring. It has no beauty, no joy. Meditation is not a business but it has been converted into a business in India – a flourishing business. There are shops and there are factories. Do not take meditation in this way. You have experienced meditation, you have come to the door. You have seen something, you have felt something. Let it go on – let existence work.
When you leave here, go completely without planning. Do not even plan not to plan or it will be the same thing. Don’t think at all about what you are going to do when you return home. Just be there. Your very presence will begin to work. Only then will it be my work. If you plan, then it will not be my work at all. You will be merely distracting yourself and others. You cannot help others to meditate if you yourself are tense. You cannot help them. You will be helpful only if you proceed without plans.
Just go. Sit there, meditate and see what happens. Things are bound to take their own course.