She has no dignity. All dignity that she thinks she has was given by me. She was just a hotel waitress, and I made her almost a queen. And now she is just a criminal, and will be soon behind the bars. What dignity she is talking about? And a person who kills the husband for a lover, and then within weeks married another man, destroying the lover and his heart, and now she has married third man without even divorcing the second. The second man is American. She married him because it was useful, convenient, now he is no more useful. Now she needs a Swiss husband, so she has married a Swiss husband without even bothering to divorce the American. This is love!

She does have an appetite.

Hmmm?

She does have an appetite.

Just the appetite of a bitch, not of a woman.

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And she has done every crime that a human being can do. She has done arson, she burned the Planning Office of Wasco County. We have the witnesses. The police has all the evidences, all the testimonies. She taped all the telephones going out of the commune, which is against human freedom, human privacy. She has taped almost all the houses in the commune, even my room was bugged.

You had never approved that? Any of that bugging?

I will approve bugging in my room!

Not your room, no.

She has bugged the whole hotel, one forty-five rooms. I would have never come to know about it. She herself made it clear to me, because I was talking to my physician one evening and tomorrow morning she came and she said she has a dream, and in the dream she saw me talking with the physician. Am I not feeling well? I said, “Sheela, I don’t think you have any intuitive powers.” She said, “Not only I have dreamt it. Savita, Vidya, all have dreamt the same dream.” I said, “You don’t know even about dreaming. Three persons dreaming the same dream have never been heard in the whole history. So don’t be stupid. Simply tell me that this room is bugged. And I had specifically talked to the physician so that I can catch hold of you.” She simply denied that, “No, I have not bugged any place, not this room, not any other room.” And that was the last time I saw her. Again she never dared to come before me. For three months more she was here, but continuously going to Europe, to Australia, to Singapore, to Holland, somehow avoiding facing me. Even on the last day she did not come to see me.