Just now his telegram has come as he heard about Sheela that, “Can I come and I can help the medical center if there is any need?” I have told him, “No, and forever no, because medical center is a part – you will simply start treating me that I don’t want. I’m tired of your treatment.” So it was simply, he was a harassment to me. So nobody else has kicked him; I myself has kicked him.
And if he wants to come back, he has to learn, because my sannyasins are taking every care, that’s why for four years I have not had a single attack. Every sannyasin is careful about perfume, cigarettes, they come to see me then they take bath that no smell is there, that they are not perspiring – that’s how they have been keeping me in health – otherwise just a slight smoke, dust, perfume, and I am in a danger.
So Shyam Singh is, to me, almost like a disease: I don’t want him. You can tell him.
Yes. He is…I love him, he is always welcome if he behaves.