The flower cannot be miserly, neither can love be, because love also is a flower that grows in your meditation…. So you just enjoy being alone; this is your meditation. And the spring will come, it always comes. Trust existence. The flower will blossom, and love will flow from you.
Nobody can be miserly about love; that is an impossibility, for the simple reason that love follows a totally different economics. In the ordinary economics, if you go on giving you go on becoming poorer; one has to be a hoarder to remain rich. Love is not part of these mundane economics. The more you give, the more you have; if you don’t give it you will not have it. In giving it grows, in sharing it becomes more and more purified, more and more beautiful, more and more a blessing.
But mind will go on creating a thousand and one questions. Don’t listen to your own mind! That is part of the disciplehood. When I am here, listen to me. If you are going to listen to your own mind, then there is no need for you to be here. You already have a master within you who will guide you to hell….
While on vacation, Ronald Reagan asks for a girl for the night. Three gorgeous girls are sent up to his room – a blonde, a brunette and a redhead.
He says to the blonde, “I’m the president of the United States. How much to spend a night with you?”
“Four hundred dollars,” she replies.
“Too much,” says Reagan.
He asks the brunette the same question, but just then the redhead runs in and says, “Mr. President, if you can raise my skirt as high as your taxes and screw me the way you are screwing the people of America, you can have me for nothing.”
You are in a very harmonious state. The mind will try to disturb it, and your harmony is so new and the mind so old and so strong that if you don’t stop it from disturbing your harmony, it is going to be disturbed. All that mind wants is to disturb your meditation because they are enemies. Mind knows perfectly well that if meditation grows, mind has no place in your life; it will be reduced from being a master to a servant.
Just try to feel…if you are feeling good, if you are feeling at ease, at home, then tell the mind to shut up! Take the reins into your own hands.
Becoming a meditator means an effort to get out of the slavery of the mind and to become the master, which you would naturally have been if the society had not turned things upside down. You were born with your meditativeness as the master, and the mind just as a servant, but that is not convenient for an insane society. To make you also insane, the easiest way is to make the master the servant and the servant the master; then everything in you is messed up.