Only at a certain point will you touch existence. It is just as at one hundred degrees water becomes vapor, it evaporates. If it is heated only to ninety degrees it may become hot but it will not change. The heat must reach a certain degree, only then is there transformation. So half-effort is useless. You will just be wasting energy and moving nowhere. You will just become lukewarm: nothing will happen and you will not evaporate.
So bring your total energy to it. Don’t withhold anything; move completely into it. Within thirty minutes your energy will become vital and flowing. It will become a current, a fast current moving from the earth toward the sky. You will be just a vibrating part of that current. You will have disappeared: there will be just vibrating energy, jumping and ready to meet the divine, ready for the deep communion I am talking about.
And then, I will stop you. For ten minutes you are to remain in total silence. In that total silence you can become more aware of what is happening within. A new door will be opened, a new light will descend on you, a new bliss will overflow. You will have a feeling that the divine is everywhere: all around, within and without.