So what to do? How to say? If something is related, something can be said about it; if something is caused, then something can be said about it, because at least two enter. Language becomes possible if the two is there. If only one is there all language becomes absolutely absurd.
What to do about this uncaused one? Only one thing can be done and that is: find within you something which is uncaused. Find something within you which is one, and you are on the right path.
Don’t bother about philosophies, don’t go on moving into arguments of this type and that. There are millions of arguments and every argument becomes an entanglement, and every philosophy becomes a new bondage. Don’t bother about philosophies, doctrines, scriptures.
Simply do one thing and that is: find something which is uncaused within you, and find something which is one within you – and that is the same, because only the one can be uncaused.
And once you have a small glimpse within you of the uncaused, of the one, you have found the track. Now the goal is not very far away. And now you need not do anything. Now, like gravitation, the goal will pull you; now, like a magnet, you will be pulled towards it. Now you have entered the arena from where the magnet can work. You need only do one thing –enter it. Then the center will pull you, then no effort is needed.
The whole effort is how to come in contact with your own life-energy. The contact is lost and broken. You are just near, but just near is also a distance. A small turning, just a looking back, and things start changing.
When they happen you will laugh: “Why was it so hard?” But if they are not happening it is difficult. Why do these people like Sosan go on saying right now, at once, immediately it can happen? Try to find one uncaused thing within you. How will you do it? Try with me – find one thing which remains unchanging within you.
In the morning you get up, the whole day you work – millions of occupations, meetings, relationships. Everything changes, many moods come and go; sometimes you feel angry, sometimes you feel happy, sometimes you feel sad and sometimes very joyful, and sometimes negative and sometimes positive.
Everything changes – just like the weather, everything changes. In the day you are awake, in the night you have to go to sleep. In the day you think, in the night you dream. Everything goes on like a flux. Find one thing in this whole flux which remains the same, that is witnessing.
In the night you witness dreams; dreams change but the witnesser, the witnessing remains the same. In the day you witness moods: sadness, anger, happiness. Moods change but the witnessing remains the same. Healthy, you witness health; unhealthy, you witness illness. Rich, you witness wealth; poor, you witness poverty. One thing continuously remains the same and that is witnessing. And everything else is caused. This witnessing is not caused.