Become more feminine, more soft and delicate. Your ego is trying to create trouble. Your ego is saying to you, "Be strong, be masculine, be this and that." Don´t go on that male chauvinistic trip - forget about it. Relax. Whatsoever is coming naturally is beautiful. This femininity has to be absorbed. It is not weakness; it is delicateness. It is softness that you are thinking to be weakness. To use the word "weakness" is to evaluate it. Your ego is evaluating it, condemning it - that this is something wrong, you are becoming weak. Ego always thinks of softness as weakness. That´s why women down the ages have been thought to be the weaker sex. It is not true; it is just false. Drop that word "weakness" - simply call it softness, femininity, and allow it. It is beautiful!