Excerpted from: The Golden Future, #5
"The difference between will and desire is great, although they appear almost similar.
"Desire is always for things. More money, more prestige, more respectability, more knowledge, more virtue, a better place in the afterlife these are all desires. Desires can be millions, because there are millions of things in the world which can become objects of desire. A desire always needs an object.
"Will is not objective; it does not want something else to be added to it. Will is simply your very life force, which wants to assert itself in its totality, in its wholeness, to bring all the flowers that are hidden in you, to be yourself.
"The will knows only one thing and that is you and your golden future. You, right now, are only seeds. But you can become great trees, reaching to the stars.
"Vincent van Gogh, one of the most significant Dutch painters, was also thought of just like Nietzsche a madman. He also had to live in a madhouse, and he was not a harmful man; his paintings were just not according to the ideas of people. Strange... in this world you are not even free to paint something according to your own idea, which is not harming anybody.
"He had painted his trees so tall that stars were left far behind they go above the stars. Naturally people used to ask him, 'This is sheer madness. Where have you seen these trees going beyond the stars?'
"And what was always his answer is immensely significant. He used to say, 'To me, trees represent the will of the earth. The earth is trying to reach beyond the stars, and you will see one day that the earth has succeeded. It is just the beginning, that's why you don't see the trees that high. But I can see far away in the future.'
"But we cannot even forgive poets; we cannot forgive even visionaries for their harmless visions. But what a beautiful idea that the earth wants to reach beyond the stars. That defines will.
"Desire is always for possessions.
"Will is always for consciousness.
"Will is a life-force; a flame of your very being. It does not want anything else it simply wants itself to be actualized in its totality. It does not want to remain a seed, it does not want just to remain a dream; it wants to become a reality, it wants to become an actual phenomenon."
"When on a rosebush flowers blossom, it is the will. They were hidden inside the bush and they were trying to come into manifestation just as a Gautam Buddha is hidden in you, or a Zarathustra is hidden in you and is trying to come out. You are a seed. Once this idea settles in you, you will find inside the seed a serpent starts uncoiling itself that is the will. Nietzsche has called it will to power. I myself would like to call it will to realization, will to actualization, will to become absolutely yourself.
"Desire is a very dangerous thing, because you can get lost in desire and millions are lost. The jungle of desires is very thick, and there is no end; one after another you will find desires and desires and desires. And no desire is fulfilling. Every desire only gives you a new frustration; every desire gives you a new desire. But this whole process of desiring takes your energy away from becoming a will to realization, a will to bring your potential into flowering, into its ultimate expression.
"Desire is going astray from will." Osho
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